About Joan ...

Regarding Joan, it's called criminal negligence, and if I'm being honest, you're the perfect token of white supremacy that I was never able to be for her ... that's what they made you into; and on certain levels it makes me sick.

These people tried to kill me ... and the weapon was intentional negligence;

Joan is an absolute demon, but she was never that way to you ... that's why they tried to kill me before we ever got a chance to talk; they did so in order that your view of me as a poor, pathetic invalid would never be challenged.

Joan is pure evil, she's had many chances to choose differently, and each time she chose negligence, dismissal and greed.

She never wanted a child, she wanted someone to worship her, and you basically do ... because you'll never hold her accountable for trying to kill me ... you'll just think I'm exaggerating, or misplacing blame because I refuse to take accountability.

She has never been a mother, she doesn't have a parental instinct in her body ,every molecule is trained for white supremacy ... it is actually science ... trust, I tried for over 10 years to have a "real" human relationship with her ... psychologically she's a malicious child; she's never had to be an adult, yet she's always had the resources to pretend she is, because that's how white supremacy works.

And me not having the resources is all the proof ever needed that I'm "defective" ... because, "you never know what you'll get when you adopted from a developing country" ... that's why she did that ... plausible deniability ... so she could treat me how ever she wanted, and if I didn't turn out as she wanted me ... "Welp ... we got a defective product, not our fault ... because you all know we're such good white people."

This woman has been trying to kill me ever since I stopped being her pet puppet ... and once they had you, they were able to completely discard me ... and they did.

Everything she ever did for me, I had to twist her arm - and in order to survive, that's what I had to do ... because they did not want me to survive ... she intentionally adopted me into an isolating environment and every time I tried to get out she prevented it -- EVERY TIME ... starting at the age of 5 ... she was/is controlling, and I was surrounded by white people who re-enforced the narrative, "Well, if you can't get along with the white people who bought you, I don't want anything to do with you" ... white supremacy!

I can list the ways – again there is a reason I'm so happy that you were able to try so many different things, because I never was allowed to do so and it was intentional, they never lacked the resources, it was just inconvenient for them – like any good white supremacist they will always put their convenience first – Joan is a demon.

She's a psychopath, and like any rabid animal, needs to be put down; just like Trump who she voted for, a vote she continues to defend ... first she said it was about the economy and then she said it's about liberating Iran.

Every time you defend her, you defend white supremacy and every time you interact with her, you enable white supremacy; I'm not trying to advocate you to hate her ... but she isn't healthy, nothing about her is healthy and the sooner you are able to see and accept that, the healthier you will be as a person.

It isn't easy, and I'm sorry — a but it's not an argument, there is no fight to be had ... it's level of acceptance and maturity, and I acknowledge it takes time, because for all your achievements, you're still young and impressionable.

I can't be conversational with someone who condones the existence of people who tried to kill me, and that's a healthy decision on my part ...

Joan bought a child, mistreated and abused that child (I won't go into details – out respect for the fact that this topic is already difficult enough as it is) and then she discarded me the moment she could get her hands on you.

She's able to use you to convince herself that she's a good person who deserves all that she has – she was never able to be a real mother ... but you allow her to think that she's rightfully a grand-mother ... all in line with the Prosperity Gospel ... which also enables her to think that's why I don't have the resources for a comfortable life.

This woman literally tried to cast demons out of me when I was sitting on the ground, to show I wasn't trying to attack and that I was trying to have a conversation ...

While another time I tried to talk to her ... her logic, her words, "You're having so much struggle because God is chasing you and you're running from him."

That is how she justifies the struggles I continue to endure ... she's a complete psychopath, and she never wanted me around because I make that narrative so obvious that any reasonable human is unable to deny it.

That's why they got rid of me as soon as they could – don't get me started on "Dr Shea" the reunification therapist; it was all white supremacy ... the entire court went against the advice of the guardian ad litem in order to cleave to white supremacy.

Again, it's science, there is no argument to be had; you are either mature/intelligent enough to accept it, or you're a white supremacist.

There is no in-between at this point.